BowlingForStircrazy.

This past week has been pretty busy. Tuesday Christine, Matt, Lyall, Deeann, and I went bowling. I'm afraid to stick my fingers in the ball. (Especially after I looked over and saw the man next to me slobber all over his fingers before he bowled). Eww. I was just kind of throwing the ball. Everyone thought I was going to break the floor. Haha. It was fun. I planned on taking picture, but I got stuck in the rain right before we went...
 Saving is going well still, not saving as much as I could though.. (like always). I'm trying.
After work today Christine and I went to Stir Crazy. And it was delicious. Nouf' said. We went around the mall a little bit and just chatted about bizarre things as usual. It was nice to have some girl time. When I got home my mom and I went to target in search of bras and nail supplies. I walked out with a manicure set, nail polish, a leaf bowl that looks more like an ash tray, some cute fall pots to put plants in, hair necessity's, a lighter, gatorade, blue goodness, and im sure there's something im forgetting. Point is I went in for bras and nail stuff and left with the things I just listed. We ran into Christine and her hubby Matt. They were grocery shopping. I love living so close to my best-friend. It's nice to run into faces that you like.
I spent forever doing my nails, and im pretty proud of my work.
Tomorrow, I plan on getting a lot of school work done, and I have work from 4-10...Which should be awesome after we gave out that 20% off coupon. ugh. Kill me now....

 Veggie Growth.

 Please stop letting your dog piss in the elevator asshole.

 My Kennydoll.

 Micro pig, I want one.

 Color looks better in person. I swear.

Stircrazy.

Seal.

My schooling online finally started. hurray. all of my teachers have the most bizarre last names.  Such as "KnickerBocker". She's the only one who actually called me, and she was extremely hyper. But I could tell that she really care which was comforting. I like that I get to decide my own fate with this, in means that I get to decide how much work I do and when I get to finish. It's really nice and has relieved me of so much pressure. My boss started letting me work mornings which is a nice change. It seems to go by a lot faster.

I've been saving well, I could do better though. Christine just got a new car, which gave me some motivation. That and having to walk to work in this hot weather is horrible! In Florida a car is definitely a necessity. Yeah yeah, im working on it.

I've been trying to read more as an alternative to buying things. It's helping so far. and im enjoying it. I wish time would speed up for a little while. the future just sounds so much better than the now. I want to finish school, a car, a better job, to move out...all the things anyone my age should want. it's just not happening fast enough.

I love asian babys.

Nightmare.

Online school has been such a pain. I haven't been able to start my classes because none of the live orientation times are doable for me. I'm always at work. There was one at 11:00 but downloading Java made me late, so they wouldn't let me in. Now I have to wait until tomorrow...sigh. My mom's not going to be happy. I just want to finish this stuff already... Saving for a car is going good again, not as much as id like but enough to make me feel satisfied. Ugh, just kill me now.

Grow Inspiration.

Approach.

I'm pretty disappointed in myself. After I got paid I managed to only save $20. That is horrible. Where did my money go? I bought my mom a facial for her birthday, but I should have still had more to save...I couldn't tell you were it went, even if I wanted to. Tisk Tisk Alexx. 

I went to karaoke again on Wednesday, didn't sing, but I had fun. Christine and Luis sung a grease song. It was hilarious. They are awesome. The only downfall of the night was when a magician came to our table and asked my friends if he could show (me)a magic trick. Do I really look that young? Or was that just how he started his act? His tricks were stupid and his jokes were lame, but my friends seemed to enjoy him. 

I qualify for flvs to finish high school online, im just waiting to be accepted into a class now. Should be started by the end of this week, I hope. So all week ive been sitting at home all day and working at night. Kind of boring, im going to pick up on my reading again, im half way through on about 3 books. This would be a good time to finally finish them. 

I bought Kenny a ball to roll around in so I wouldn't have to worry about him getting into anything around the house. I don't know if he doesn't like it or if he just doesn't get it. When I put him in it he just stares at me and whines. Maybe he'll use it some day. At least Dev's chinchilla loves it. Chinchillin thinks it's funny to chase us when he's in it. He's become such a social little fellow. I love him. I wish he liked kenny as much as kenny likes him. But he just tries to bite and spray him. Oh well.

Sam's coming to pick me up soon, I'm sleeping at her house. it'll be nice to get out of mine. I've been trapped in it all week. 

 Christine and I at karaoke night.

Can't be satisfied.

Haligh Days.

The phone slips from a loose grip
Words were missed then, some apology
I didn’t want to tell you this
No, it’s just some guy she's been hanging out with
I don’t know, the past couple weeks I guess
Well, thank you and hang up the phone
Let the funeral start
Hear the casket close
Let’s pin split-black ribbon to your overcoat
Well, laughter pours from under doors
In this house, I don’t understand that sound no more
Seems artificial, like a T.V. set

Well, haligh, haligh, a lie, haligh
This weight it must be satisfied
You offer only one reply
You know not what you do
But you tear and tear your hair from roots
Of that same head you have twice removed now
A lock of hair you said would prove
Our love would never die
Well ha ha ha

I remember everything
The words we spoke on freezing South Street
And all those mornings watching you get ready for school
You combed your hair inside that mirror
The one you painted blue and glued with jewelry tears
Something about those bright colors
would always make you feel better
But now we speak with ruined tongues
And the words we say aren’t meant for anyone
It’s just a mumbled sentence to a passing acquaintance
But there was once you

You said you hate my suffering
And you understood
And you’d take care of me
You'd always be there
Well where are you now?

Haligh, haligh, a lie, haligh
The plans were never finalized
But left to hang like yarn and twine
Dangling before my eyes
As you tear and tear your hair from roots
Of that same head you have twice removed now
A lock of hair you said would prove
Our love would never die

And I sing and sing of awful things
The pleasure that my sadness brings
As my fingers press onto the strings
In yet another clumsy chord
Haligh, haligh, an awful lie
This weight would now be satisfied
I'm gonna give you only one reply
I know not who I am

But I talk in the mirror
To the stranger that appears
Our conversations are circles
Always one sided
Nothing is clear

Except we keep coming back
To this meaning that I lack
He says the choices were given
Now you must live them
Or just not live
But do you want that?