New Beginings.

Hello, old friend.

I haven't been on here in about six months because, life happens. Looking back at my last few posts on here, everything has changed almost. It's crazy to see that. So one day a couple months back Jude called me and told me he put his two weeks in at work and said he was gonna apply for his endorsement for NC. (Which is where I'd like to live eventually anyways). So yeah, last week we drove there to check out areas and apartments. Tomorrow he actually has a job interview and he's there without me right now. Best wishes to him. Things with us are about as perfect as it gets.

Surprise, I haven't signed up for school because, were moving soon, duh?
I'm even considering doing physical therapy instead of massage therapy. I just feel like I want to do a lot with me life and help as many people as I can and make the biggest impact I can. And at the moment this just seems like the best thing for me. So I guess ill figure out school when I get settled in   NC. I'm so flippin excited.

Umm, what else, what else, what else.
Works work. I'm trying to learn how to work in the bakery part of target, and I'm getting a transfer when we move. I became friends with someone again. That's always nice. If you ever have a chance to fix a relationship and patch things up with anyone in life, do it. Life's too short. And out time apart actually made us closer than we were before.

I'm sick at the moment and I probably won't go to work tomorrow. It's 3:30 a.m. right now and I can't sleep because I feel like poop. Also my car has been kinda shitty. Did you know that I got a car? Well I did. And everything was great until the engine light started coming on for no apparent reason. No where I bring it to can figure it out, but my car dies every few days. So much fun! I plan on bringing it to dodge this week and just telling them to keep it until they figure it out...
It's pretty stressful, especially because I'm trying to move, so I'll need it to work.

I wanted to post pictures but I can't figure it out from my phone. So bye.

Everyday is better than the one before.

Ahhh! My ged results came in the mail. I passed and did so well that they're giving me my high school diploma! I'm not a total loser anymore!! I'm so fucking happy.. I am still going to do the December program for massage therapy. If I wanted to do it this semester id have to sign up this week and that's just to rushed for me. Plus I don't know if I have to take any test's first and such. At least now i'll have time to save up for the program.
This regular at my starbucks told me his wife is the head of human resources a Whole Foods and that they can get me a job no problem. So as soon as I get a car im outta the coffee business. I'm so flippin' excited. This is turning out to be such a good year. Jude's brother is moving back home because he got a chef job at the Norton. So Jude wants to move out asap. So maybe like two months from now we coud be in our own place! It's so nice to think about...
I swear my snake is a downy and she's been shedding for over a month now.. Christine even helped her in the sink a little. She's a cool snake, just a little troubled.So I guess we're a perfect match.
Christine's moving to Colorado in a few months. I'm gonna be so sad. But we're gonna send each other stuff in the mail and that'll be fun/weird. And i'll get to go visit her and do whatever people do for fun there. I've lived in floriduh my whole life, so the beach is all I really know. She said it's cold there most of the year, so before she leaves I think i'll make her a farewell package with maybe cute sweaters, socks and chap stick or something... I'm so lame. Why am I thinking about this right now. I already miss her and she hasn't even left yet. O_o

Ughhh, I got my first raise at work today. It's already more than anything I ever got at y last job, so that's always swell. Even though I probably won't be at Target for more than a month after it kick in. Lol. Is it like acceptable to say lol when you're not texting? Whatever, I don't play by the rules. Again, so lame. I'm done on here for the night, byeee.

Get yourself together man.

Soooo, I finally took my ged test. But it takes 6-8 weeks for the results to come in the mail. Ugh. I wish I could pay someone to get them faster...Everyone has a price, right? Whatever. Now I have to get a car. I've been saving but I still don't have enough. I guess my saving has been a little half ass'd.
I'm 19, what are you gonna do. Hopefully ill get a car next month if everything goes well. Massage Therapy starts in May. But I most likely won't have my ged results in time to sign up. So I will have to wait until the December program. I'm kinda bummed, but I guess it'll just give me more time to save and what not. One step at a time I guess. It's so weird how people change. I had an almost completely different set of friends last year. The only two who really stuck around are Christine and Jude. Jude pretty much doubles as my lover/best friend. Over time you just start to realize who sucks and needs to be kicked to the curb in life. Working at Starbucks i've made two awesome friends, Corinne and Brittany. They're probably the most normal friends i've ever had. I don't mind it either. Brittany texted me today and said that this regular Dee brought us pie, and she's trying to get me to come to work and eat some. I don't like pie, but I might go by target to say hi to Brittany anywho. Maybe ill bring my camera. I'm in a picture taking mood today. I got this neat paper mache arm at Michael's the other day and painted it black. Maybe i'll finish decorating it today and nail it into my wall. I think im gonna use it to hold a candle. Hmmm. I'm hanging out with Judey poodey around 6. Yay. Um, I'm going to go and get all of this stuff done.

Laterrrrrrrrr.

Keep it simple.

Hellooooo. So lastnight Jude and I watched Pitch Prefect. It was pretty funny. He didn't think he was gonna like it because the singing stuff, but he did! So that was awsome. I take my ged test at the end of february. Ahh, I don't want to be trapped in a room full of starngers! I'm more anxious about that than the actual test. What's wrong with me?

Anxietyyy, another gift from you to mee..

Massage therapy school starts in May. I'm looking foward to it. I might still become a RN after that. Who knows.. Today I had to feed my snake Lydia for the first time. It was pretty cool. But now im scared to touch her. Oh welly. I should be cleaning my room right now but I got distracted when I found my usb. So I uploaded pictures, yay.. Enjoy?

 Jude took me to Green Cay on my birthday.

 Lion.

 Gators everywheree.

 <3

 

 

 Anthony Green the last time I saw him.