College?

This college stuff is so hard to figure out... Do I start online so I don't have to quit my job right away? Do I even know what I for sure want to do? I want to do a lot of things... This is so stressful. I have so much to do. I still need to get my ged but it's hard to go do that while im working full time, And I haven't had my job for very long. I don't feel comfortable asking for 3 days off in a row right now. I want to move out with Jude.. And we found out he passed his test today. So I have to start moving on with my education and such asap. There is just so much I don't understand. I'm so fucking confused...I want to throw up. Bye.